See the last time I posted?
It was in Fall. I was just deciding that I was going to return to the workforce and start contributing financially to my family.
I failed.
I hated working, rushing around in the PM to take care of Lauren, and then attend to our house. It just wasn't worth the extra income that I made.
Plus, with the cost of daycare, it truly didn't really make sense.
My H wanted me to try it as I was becoming complacent at home and thought that I wasn't a good SAHM. This job is truly the most difficult I've ever done...being a mother.
But my life centers around my family's needs first. And I have to take care of what's really important.
The job had it's perks--time to travel, meet new people, come up with some great marketing ideas. But I was not really realizing the office drama, the politics, the frustrations that a *real* job would entail.
I am so glad that we made this decision and that I am going to be staying at home with Lauren for awhile. Sure, my heart and mind is open to the next opportunity that comes up but it really has to be a great fit for my family. And it has to be a wonderful fit for me.
What should I do in the mean time with my "time off"? Well, Lauren has a lot of new friends and lots of activities that we are going to explore--our mom's group, the Children's Museum, new neighborhood friends, the library, and other activities. We seriously have a full calendar this first week at home.
Being at home has a lot of perks--I can welcome my husband home after a long day with a great meal and a genuine, relaxed smile. I never thought I'd say that because I was always very liberal and for "women's equality" but I think society really screwed up how women's roles are.
That's an entirely different post.