I am a SAHM now! Yippie!
Wow. What a change to my past post, eh? Yeah, it has been a horrible and stressful week.
The job that I started on Monday was not really the same "job" as I interviewed for a few weeks ago. I'd have to endure more travel and more "stress" and to be honest, at the end of the day, I didn't need it. I didn't want that. I need to be home with Lauren. I need to be her teacher, her provider, her mom.
Daycare did not sit well with J or myself. Whenever we "randomly" dropped in, LL was always by herself in a swing, either napping or just alone. She never was seen by us being held by the provider. Now I know that there are more than one baby in these rooms that need attention, but LL is a pretty good child and doesn't fuss too much...therefore she didn't get too much interaction.
I am so happy that J and I made this decision. Yeah, it will be hard and challenging sometimes but I am able to spend time upkeeping our home, making meals from scratch, and most importantly, welcoming J home from a long days work with a smile. I love being a domestic goddess, crockpot in hand and baby in the other.
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